Из блога автора: I’m going to tell you a secret, kid. Before you were born I was afraid about this whole parenting thing. Heck, I was even in doubt if I would be good parent material. But now that I’m holding you in my arms all those fears disappeared, and I’m going to do my best to be a good mom. Don’t tell ‘Shy about our secret, ok?
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Речь идет явно о Флаттершай.