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Radiarc - Here we are,Music,,And here we'll be, until life brings us elsewhere. Artwork: https://www.deviantart.com/sharpieboss/art/Not-having-a-home-keeps-me-alive-566794732 It's free, just put $0.00 for the price: https://radiarc.bandcamp.com/track/here-we-are This is something I've had for a little while that I wasn't sure what to do with, so I dusted it off and added some shine to it. It's a bit more lax than a lot of my recent stuff, but I hope you enjoy it anyway; I was really on the fence about uploading it, but I decided to go ahead and let it loose. The rest of my stuff can be found on my bandcamp: https://radiarc.bandcamp.com/ I've got a lot of stuff in the works, and any support goes right back into the music. Now that I've got all of that out of the way, I'd like to get some stuff off my chest. I've not been a happy person as of late. I dunno, guys. I'm always trying to work on music, but it seems like more often than not, I have strong starts that just can't get off the ground because either work breaks up my train of thought, or I just don't have the drive for it anymore, and I feel like working on something else. Most days I get off of work and I'm exhausted; our line tends to work well past what everyone else does because we just can't hit the rates we're supposed to, and they keep raising our numbers when we can't even guarantee we'll have the parts ready to assemble the next run of product. It's very, very frustrating to deal with this every day. On top of that, I've been pulled in so many different directions that I end up just not wanting to hang out with anyone despite ending up trying to make time for them because a lot of people from out of town are back, but only briefly. Over all of that, I'm really trying to get this album done, but I've been hitting constant roadblocks in reworking the story and trying to get artwork commissioned and it just really sucks because this was the one thing I wanted to make a reality, and it's as if life itself is working against me. Been wanting to do some pony stuff just so I could put out something because I truly hate going for too long without uploading, but man, it's just...it's terrible. I've spent well over 2 grand on libraries that I thought would help spark that interest, but I just simply do not have the energy or time to do much of anything right now, and it hurts because this is the one thing in life I always enjoy spending my time on. I get a bit down every now and then when I remember how hard I tried to improve myself so that I wouldn't have to be in this position and I could just work on music every day to carry me, but I just feel like I somehow messed up along the way, since it seems like so many of my peers are so far past me in terms of relevance. I'm just stuck here. I've always joked that, in reference to life in general, I have Mario Kart luck, by which I mean that at any given point in Mario Kart 8, you have the chance to get a coin, which is the most useless item in the game, and you have this chance from 12th to 1st place. I typically always get this item when I play, while everyone else magically avoids this despite how much of a disadvantage I'm already at. This song in particular is something I felt might help, because in reference to the album, this is for when the characters find themselves in this new world, and there's no perceivable way out. They're just there now, and they have to figure out how to live on basically nothing outside of what's surrounding them. I feel like I've just been dumped into a position that I can't break out of. I don't have any other jobs lined up, and I'm making more money here than I would anywhere else in this city. The only problem is time, and I feel like it's wasting away. Pretty much every day feels like a reminder of a mistake I made, and I can't learn from it because I don't know what I did. I'm here now, until life brings me elsewhere. May you all fare better than I.
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